Saturday, November 12, 2005

And put you hands together for...

Johnny Depp - Welcome JD [Jack Daniels?]. I understand that you are now the official boyfriend of catwoman. I will not apologize for the things I wrote before but I will definitely back-off from the usual cruel jokes that I she has had to put up before from me and the rest [sometimes]. Now she has got a bodyguard in addition to her scratching arsenal of weapons. I think the rest of us should be scared [aha..ha..ha.. yeah right].

Welcoem to the cruel world of KWSP where no one is spared [esp Papa Bear himself!]. So what do you do? Where do you hail from? Kuching? [Yeeehaah! - Meow]

All the best and may God bless your relationship though am not sure if it REALLY means anything to da kitten.

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Today was indeed another stupid day.

Today was worse than expected. Had lunch in the office coz could not get out. Was on calls and meetings all day. I just hope this does not continue. In the end everybody got my wrath. Not a pleasant site. Can somebody teach me some form of cheap, easy and comfortable meditation? No, drinking not counted.

Hey Catwoman, how are you two boyfriends? Juggling well I take it? [Heh]

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

I need to relax...

Sigh. What can I say. Stress levels is really sky high. Have been surfing to look for relaxing sounds to sooth the muscles and soul. I dun really know what's wrong. I try to disentangle my emotions without much success. Its just too complex. My mom always told me that I should relax and calm down as she [and dad] says that my brain runs at 100MPH. I tend to agree. Damn this multithreading capability. Good for job.... BAD BAD BAD for everything else. It just turns me into a worry wart.

I really thought I have gotten over this curse many years ago. I guess, just like most diseases, it never really goes away. Work must be taking its toll. Given then my maid has left the house, its even more stressfull! My usual active relaxation activities does not work anymore. I feel jaded. I feel down. I feel cold. Warmth has disappeared.

Tomorrow will be another stressful day. I cannot take it. God, help me. Help me get over this minor hump in life. Help me be strong. Help me anyway you can. You are God - most merciful. Help my soul. I cannot take it anymore. I cannot even being to explain how I feel. I know something is not right. I hope I am not burning out. I am still young [I think].

People come to me everyday for help and yet...

*Sigh

I need to take my mind of things. I... I... *Sigh Dunno what to do.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Am so annoyed.

SO ANNOYED. So annoyed. SO ANNOYED!!!!!!!! Just piss off okay?

Monday, November 07, 2005

Man.... I am still in the office

Still in office and getting REAL tired. In the boardroom still churning numbers for tomorrow's MAD MAD MAD presentation. I need a nice long massage.... :P

And now getting hungry... where is my dinner???? Boss?

Sunday, November 06, 2005

and now... back to work.

It has been a tiring past few days. The worst part is that I did not feel that it was Raya. Ok, felt a bit, especially on the eating bit but beyond that I was basically working. From the multiple 3 to 4 hour conference calls on a daily basis to the scrutiny of numbers in never-ending spreadsheets [should be spreadshits] - I was working. Friday, Saturday, Sunday. AM, PM, you name it.

Friends started calling to go out and I cannot even entertain. Its just too tough. I need a real break. Somewhere somehow though with all the negotiations going on, I have no idea when that is going to be possible.

The drive was okay. Hardly any cars on the road [relative speaking here] since I was driving past midnight. But I was not driving as fast as I normally do. Reading the increasing death toll on the roads was enough to put me off.

Some of the adverts on tv are amazing lah. Its pretty cool. Too bad these sorts of adverts only come out at this time of year.

The best kuih was at my mom's house today. It was amazing. Dunno how people can make those cookies stand out with the rest. Maybe because they dun skimp on the ingredients. Must get my mom's supplier next year.

Work begins [what??] tomorrow. I dun feel as if I have rested though. Its going to be a crazy week too. Dunno how this nego is going to pan out. I reckon the client will walk away. Some of the team members were working all day today at the office.

Lets wait and see. How about yours? What's your Raya like?

Pixie, you staring work with Catwoman soon kan? Good luck to you. [I mean it! Heh]