Wah! So long oredi lor!

Some peeps were asking me what happened to this blog. I just did not have time. Furthermore, I hardly ever go out anymore. Even then, there is twitter. Instant Noodle of blogging.

So how? Do I continue?

Yawn. Its that time again.

Wow, it seems that I only blog when I am really super bored. Its been a busy year so far though and I think facebook makes it so easy to post your thoughts that blogging seems cumbersome. I mean, when you FB or Tweet, you have instant readers right? Coz its a captive audience. When you blog, you pray someone actually comes and read it.

So am wondering if blogging is now a dying trend.

Its been a while since I said anything.

Yes. Its true. A while since I updated this blog. I guess the topic of today is essentially what is "top of mind" at the moment - an opportunity to change the course of my career and life, and of course not without risk.

The current

The current job is prestigeous enough. Being a partner of a big 4 firm is pretty cool. The drawings are good and the job is reasonable. I don't come back late at night even though I just continue with work after dinner - at least its from the comforts of my home. I made my contribution to the revenue numbers and met my annual target within 3 months of joining and the bar is constantly being raised. Nothing bad here. All is good. Deals keep coming and thats good for business and subsequently of course, good for me.

The challenge

I guess the challenge that its not challenging enough. Somehow doing deals that, in my opinion "duh" is hard for me to bear. Yes, its true, some deals are more complicated that others and the chase can be exhilirating but for the most part, quite dull - even if I win.

The other part is that the team that we have really do vary in capability and naturally the good ones are always taken. In the end, I have to do the deck myself and causes me to sleep late at night sometime though I do enjoy doing it once in a while. Just not all the time.

Finally, I guess, is always a question of leadership. I am a leader and sometimes its very hard to keep the discipline of follow the leader when you know they are making mistakes, and of course, typically do not want to listen to anyone anyway. I can be a little bit like that but I influence people to change their minds rather than bark out orders. We do not have natural inspiring leaders where I am and it is frustrating. I can contribute a lot more to the success of the firm but hey, as I am already a Partner, whatla to do next. This is unfamiliar territory for me. In MNCs, you can outperform your boss and you eventually end up taking his job - he either gets fired or moves on to another role in the organization. In a Partnership, this kind of thing does not really happen, so I guess I am stuck.

The need

I need to lead. I need to share ideas. I need to drive people to success. I have the urge to change the world. I refuse to accept status quo. the entrepreneural side is growing in strength and eventually will be hard to resist. Its like an addiction. An addiction to take total control of your destiny. I want to shine like a bright star in the sky. The north star - key to ensuring that travellers never get lost at night. I want. I must. I will have to.

The solution?

So, now a bank has approached me twice. One with a very senior role that leads more than 7k people. Unfortunately, the role was too inward looking. I declined. I will never get to where I want by doing things I do not enjoy - coz you never do it properly.

Recently, they came back a second time. Less senior in my opinion but will also be an MD of a subsidiary company plus looking at strategy. This sounds very interesting indeed.

More thoughts in my next entry. Watch this space.

No nudity please...

From the Star Online today...

SIN Chew Daily reported that a make-up artist is living in fear that naked pictures of her would be posted online by her former boyfriend.

The victim, in her 20s, had earlier confronted the man after her jewellery went missing from her house. She believed the man, 29, could have stolen the items without her knowledge.

During the confrontation, the man threatened to expose the nude pictures if the victim lodged a police report.

They were staying together prior to their break-up recently. The man had moved out of her house last month.

Haiyo. Gals, just stop taking nude pictures of yourself. NEVER take sex videos either. It NEVER ends well. Ok? But if you want to share with KWSP, go ahead and wait for me to criticise your performances or bodies or whatever! No, actually - don't share. It's just not worth it. Especially when Superwoman hangs my fur for wall decoration. Hehe.

Okay, seriously whyla people do it? After all these years of similar newspaper reports etc it still happens. Ini bukan Melayu mudah lupa, ini perempuan mudah lupa. No?

Its not H1N1 flu. Its H1N4 flu.

Wah. I read that all the authorities are scrambling to HUNT DOWN the members of various flights. Its a bit like the movies I suspect. As the Metallica song goes...

"Seek and Destroy"

Seems a bit like that. Kesian. Now people get quarantined. Get locked up in hospital cages. Get hunted down like animals. The only thing is...

"You monkeys! Don't you have their individual details on their flight tickets?"

Malulah! As if Malaysia is so big. And those people on board those planes, trains and automobiles, TURN YOURSELF IN DAMNIT!

And those who don't feel well, please go to the doctors quickly. We have to save the world here folks. Afterall, aren't we all SUPER HEROES? Heh.

Like I said, its not H1N1. Its H1N4 ("Hina"). *LOL

Much better today.

Today was good generally. Recovered from yesterday. Managed to do good with client CEO. Thank goodness.

Today was... tough

Well, today I did a workshop for one of my clients. The problem of workshops is that quite frankly ANYTHING can happen. It started well, was building strong momentum then I screwed up in the end. CEO pun complain.

Sigh. Nobody is perfect. Especially me. His comments hurt but I guess the situation can be recovered. Its a bit like golf. Just because you screw up a hole, does not mean you will the next - but it's always in your mind and will only go away once you hit a birdie. So lets hope the next hole is a birdie then. I am suffering mentally right now. Must get over it quickly.

Pole Dancing

Okay, honestly "Come on! It could be better"

And only one of three could actually do it.

All three tak cun.
All costumes suck.
The songs that came with it was terrible [more on that later].

"I cannot believe they were MALAY!"

News Flash: Butterfly said "For a practical person, you are soo dramatic Papa Bear"

I need to headline this coz everyone should know.

If I don't write like a tabloid, WHOla would come read this blog. Hehe.

Jeff? Was it Jeff? The man with the Gucci Loafers?

Ok. For that so called "cute" guy. 2 questions really:

1. Is he straight?
2. Are his mad white Gucci loafers Ori?

Let me talk about topic #1.

Firstly, there were two girls at his table. It seems that they hoped that he would be interested in them. In fact at many occasions, the mamak looking one was asking the short haired girl to leave. "Lets golah". He HARDLY interacted with them throughout the night.

Secondly, he was partying more with the Filipino entertainers from the Hotel. He did not party with the other 2 Filipino girls from that entourage.

Thirdly, when Pitbull's song came on, he was dancing with the Filipino MEN.

Fourthly, he had mad fantasies about THAT dancing pole.

Finally, which straight man wears WHITE GUCCI SHOES?

Topic #2

I have searched the entire WWW universe for those loafers. Cannot find them anywhere:

- Its certainly not on Gucci's website.
- It was not on any luxury reseller website either.
- Could not find it on eBay or Lelong or iOffer.com or even Google.
- Gucci does not make THOSE types of loafers with an open back.

So, it's either a complete original just for him OR you go figure. I did find one close though, and its not an Ori.

Sorry dude. I found this on ioffer.com for RM 170 plus postage.

Pixie's Lesbiansm

Ha! Dahla pakai baju sports. Pakai Jeans. Collar up. Rambut Pendek. Hisap rokok. Then you oogle at the Pole Dancers. Then wanted to go on the pole as well together-gether.

What are you saying? What do you look like? Catwoman tak jealous ka?

*** Part Edit Out. Too Controversial?*** 6:11pm

Are you looking for the best one?

Hmm. Catwoman, fantastic T-shirt. Certainly attracts attention.
Pixie told me she asked you "Left or Right?".

I burst out laughing. Now how would anyone answer that. Maybe Johnny Depp can.

But for the night, here's mine:

More updates coming soon to a KWSP near you.

Ok. Need to take a breather. My head hurts still from last night's big ass speakers and my eyes bleeding from that dude's white Gucci sandals.

Will be back later this evening for more ramblings such as:

1. Catwoman's T-Shirt
2. Pixie's Lesbianism
3. That dude with the White Gucci sandals
4. Pole Dancing
5. The DJ
6. The guests
7. The Filipinos
8. THAT place
9. Nymph night out
10. Papa Bear's Oogling

Interested? Just wait for it. Boy, am I gonna have fun. Hehe.

Run my child! Hurry now - for he MIGHT think you actually went out to party with your friends. HA????

Dear Butterfly, " Magandang gabi". Why? 12 Midnight curfew? Is it always "Oras na para matulog"?

"Kami ang pamilya mo"! He might not. Who knows? It's always been funny in the last few years is when we all go out, when the clock strikes 12, its like that Disney character, Cinderella. Poof! Disappears. Where to? In car. Why? "Saying, I am in bed baby. I wish you were here with me, on this bed. Holding me. I miss you. I love you so much. Come back soon IROG. Please... I am so lonely here in bed. I got nothing to do"

YEAH! Then when all of that is over, PARTEH!

Hehe. It's like Jack Nicholson in A Few Good Men in 1992...

“The truth? You can’t handle the truth.”

New Character - Defined

Nymph. From One World.

Ah. I think Pixie asked me last night was this person ever defined in the blog. After much research, I think probably not. It was the time when Nymph was a away locked in her apartment being hung on doors and put on cupboards. Thrown from wall to wall. All in the name of Proton GTi Man [Still Undefined but what for lah - useless bastard if I ever saw one].

For someone who has allegedly repented to God at the holy land, she is one horny woman but somehow always control macho at the right place and time. Seems to prefer US Army fellas. Geez. Malaysian men - YOU HAVE NO CHANCE. And that dude at the Petrol Station, well "what were you thinking?"

Well, not right now anyway. She has a rolodex of men at the tip of her E71.

Sunday.

Its 10:47 PM on a Sunday evening. This is the point when you start pondering about the week ahead. About the day tomorrow. About how you start and when you end.

Just finished watching Manchester United beat their City counterparts 2-0. It was not the best game in the world but Ronaldo's reaction to being subbed worried me a little. Tevez could have been knocked out if he actually tried to head the last goal opportunity he had.

So now Arsenal take on Chelsea. Actually I do not care about that game at all come to think of it. 

So about tomorrow - I have a meeting in KL at 5 - 7PM - That's not gonna be fun leaving. I mean I have not tried to leave KL at peak hours in recent years. I am sure it will not be fun at all. Better make sure I got my latest MP3s on in the car - The issue is, I don't have any really. So the drive back will be tough and stressful.

So what's in the brain right now? Breakfast, then Lunch. Honestly.

The other thing that is affecting me these days is the REALLY HOT weather. I dunno why it has been so hot lately. I just wish the weather this week will cool off.

Happy Mother's Day!

To all the Mama's out there, Happy Mother's Day!

But I do know that most of you who read this blog are not there yet! I am just waiting for you guys to get married, one by one. I don't know how soon though!

I have to say that being a Mom is probably the most difficult job in the world that does not get paid. I wonder if there was a salary, what would be the criteria, qualifications and salary bands. It's interesting isn't it?

One thing is for sure, the restaurants will make a killing today. Just like Valentine's day. So don't eat out. Eat in.

Good day Y'all.

DD got married and I never got invited.

Dunno why. Dunno why not. Dunno what gives. But I do know he has a damn nice new RX8. Bravo.

Pixie - How is life procuring?

Congrats to Pixie for getting a new job at one of the most prestigious banks in the country. Well, there are only 10 I suppose, if you count the local ones.

I hope life has been good for you. Your boss has been great to you and the work has been a blast. There you will learn a lot. Just have to look for things to learn about. Be strong. Be intelligent. Be hardworking and most of all, be honest. Everybody will want to know you coz you are in the money chain.

Catwoman and her Alphard.

I heard that you were in the market for an Alphard. Its nice isn't it? Won't do you much good if you don't have a family to fully utilize it though. So when is it? I saw one at Irene's wedding. Were you inspired by that nice looking van... oeerr, MPV?

If you select the Royal Lounge interior, it will look like this. Now, THAT I can imagine buying. Glorious. Beautiful. Luxurious. Relaxing... Long distance? No problem.


Just make sure you have a driver! And drop by our house at BJ.

Butterfly - "Magpakasal na tayo?"

Not from me but from your man. Has he asked you yet? Will he? Will YOU? When? Will there be nasi minyak? Or will it be Adobo instead?

chicken = adobong manok, pork = adobong baboy.

So where is the invite?

New Love.

Okay, in car terms. What the heck were you thinking?

The BMW 528i still remains - but primarily for drives at the weekend. Still love the drive, the build and the looks. Not too sure about the bills though.

So here is the new love. The Audi A4 (looking forward to the Q5 soon too! - heh).

This beast has a completely different feel to it. The pick up is just unreal. The drive so sweet. The build quality second to none. Its gorgeous. Its also unique - not many on the road.

So why not the e60 530i? Well, for one there are just too many 5 series on the road today. Its a beautiful car but its gonna be hard to find yours in most car parks today in KL. Am still a beemer fan, don't get me wrong but the next one has to be either the new Z4 or the X6. Since I cannot afford either, its gonna have to wait for now. :-P

No Golf.

It has been a while since I last played golf. My wrist hurts still. Some form of Ulnaris Tendinitis or something. I miss it a lot. It gives me serenity from the real world (provided the mobile phone is switched off).

It's just you, your club and the ball. The swing is secondary. The focus, is primary. You have to visualize how you hit the ball and where it will land. In my case, it hardly ever lands where I want it to but the thought of it every single time before you swing it enthralling. Its weird really.

You focus on the ball. You absorb in the scenery. You smell the grass and the trees. You soak up the sun. You feel the breeze. You take a practice swing. You take a deep breath. You hit the ball. That's when reality hits. You just ain't good enough sometimes. Worse still, there are others who are just MUCH better than you. It feels like real life but yet its not and you don't care what others do. You care what you did. You live with your own frustrations - at least for 4-5 hours.

Wonderful. How I miss the golf.

[Damn, this wrist better get well soon]

And... We're Back!

Ok. It has been a super long time, I know. The truth is, I just got bored and reinstated this blog for fun. For those of you who remember, this blog HAD to be shut down twice due to so called "Cat Fights". For those who don't, just don't worry about it.



Now I have to think of a new theme as such for this... social, political, economic or just plain nonsense? Hmm. Just plain nonsense will do!

See you soon.

Papa Bear.

Cat fights started again

Oh dear. These things never seem to stoplah. Catwoman fighting with Poison Ivy. Round 15 started already. Catwoman, my universal advice that applies at every point in your life is just to zip it. No need to say anything.

Open mouth, insert foot - Thats the story of your life me thinks. Start licking the wounds people. The new season starts today.

What drives me

It has been some time...

Wow. How time flies. Just realized that have not updated this blog since Dec 8th! What has happened since? Hmm. Plenty. How shall I update you guys? Just keep coming back and in the next few days, or even hours you may see a big update. Cheers. (Just maybe ok?) Heh.

Goyang Goyang, Goyang Kepala Goyang...

Song: Goyang v2
Album :Tamilan Boy"z
Tempo :125 bpm

2.e3 8f3 8e3 8d3 8.b3 16b3 8d3 2e3 16e3 8f3 4g3 8f3 8.a3 16g3 8f3 8d3 8e3 8d3 8f3 8e3 8d3 2e3 16d3 8b3 8e3 8g3 8a3 8b3 8g3 8f3 32d3 2.e3 8e3 8e3 8e3 4e3 8e3 8e3 8e3 16f3 8e3 16d3 8e3 8e3 8e3 8e3 4.e3 8.e3

Stress-o-meter up!

Dunno whylah but must have woken up the wrong side of bed today. Just raging mad. No clear reason why. Nothing can really calm me down. Is it work? Is it home? Is it lack of rest in general? What the hell is it? Why do we sometimes go through these sorts of days? If I were a woman, I can at least blame it on coming leakage but I am not one so WTF?

Where is happiness? I have not met them in a while now. God, give me directions! Or get them here ASAP.

What crazy rain it is...

Oh boy. Its raining bad outside. No ASTRO. Nothing. All you can hear is the slashing of the rain outside, thumping the walls with no mercy. The walls need a new lick of paint anyway so no loss there. Occasionally I hear neighbouring doors and windows slamming shut. No sound of broken glass... yet. The sky looks mean. It looks something like a scene from the day after tomorrow. Lightning evertwhere. The crescendo of thunder can be heared in split second intervals. To the annassuming this is just another rainstorm. To me its a sign from above. We are not in control of our destiny. We can't control the weather. We cannot change destiny. We can work at it but everything we do or don't do results in the same ending of each chapter. Thats it. Thats all. The heavy rain is just another reminder. It sucks doesn't it? It really does.

As I am writing this, the rain suddenly stops. Just like that. Its warm again. The fan has just been switched on. Its warm! A few minutes ago, it was cold. Chilling cold. Again, another reminder that we cannot predict the future. We cannot predict the weather. We cannot predict earthquakes. We cannot predict the next hour, minute or second. We know nothing. Why is this so? God is great. God is almighty. I am your humble servant and await your instructions.

MY CAR!!!

Will the bastard that scratched and dented my car please own up? I cannot believe that people do this [well not really but who cares]. Was at my mom's house for a kenduri and after the event, realized the abused car front. OMG! WTF?

Dunno what to say lah. I just hope they kena something themselves - equivalent pain at least. Dun want people to get seriously hurt but at least an eye for an eye type of thing. I will find you my friend. I will get those Hollywood CSI people to help me! Grissom... you free this week to help me out my friend? Oh you dun know me? But but but I know you! What you mean you dun do this in real life? What u mean we dun know each other? What? Why???? Huh? Bastard.

Arrogant People with Ferraris

Today when washing my car I saw three prancing horces in their usual red costumes. Impresive and LOUD. Wish I had one. One day I will. Just watch this space... but it will probably after the 2 millionth entry!

Ad Hoc Foot Massage

Boy, was I glad to be walking at the Curve today. There is this place that gives you er.. authentic Thai foot massage for RM35 for ONE HOUR! What a bargain. Felt good. Felt very relaxed after that. When I was doing it though, I felt a bit weird that all the passers by stopped to check out my big hairy legs! But none of them actually got into the place to ask for a massage though. These guys will move to KL next Wednesday. So hurry and come on over to the Curve...

Arrogant people are just arrogant.

Conceited Haughty Bigheaded Proud Overconfident Supercilious Self-important Condescending

I really do not understand it. Some people perasan that they are just born like this [or they think they were born like that]. I think the awful truth is that they are just covering up for some other deficiency that thay possess. Its like, some weakness [in their head mind you] exists and in order to cover it up or maybe to compensate [more like over-compensate], they put on this image. The worst part is that after a while they actually believe that net-net, they are superior. Geez. What a laugh. Do these people achieve more in life? Not really. They tend to acquire fake friends and more enemies. But they fail to realize that nobody will tell them that they don't like them. They just go along for fear of hurting their ego [awwww. Poor you].

How can people live like this? These sorts of people actually believe that they have control over what happens in their lives [Geez!!!]. They also think that they have a major influence in others too! AND think that they can make a difference. Okay, some really do lah, some are truly worthy individuals but not many. Trust me. Not many at all. For the average salaried Jo... well this does not apply. There ain't none. You not worthy. Well... me not wortheeeee either.

And have you ever met people like those mentioned above who just continously contradict themselves over a long period? They change their position and thoughts over things as if their first comment was not from them, JUST to be that one up from you. Typically they do this when they fail at something, trying to say that that failure is no big deal in the first place when it REALLY mattered to them at one point or another... Damn annoying and laughable. Tak malu betul. Tak malu I tell you...

You know what that makes you? Untrustworthy. For life. Adios Muchachos [or nachos or whatever its supposed to be]. Good night folks.

Calling on some faraway fans...

I noticed that someone from Baring Asset Management is constantly checking out KWSP. Please let me know who you are... I am very interested.

There is another from New York, Syracuse, US of A. Looks like from some Uni there...

Anybody I know? Damn curious now...

...and Speaking of TRANSEXUALS

What on earth is going on? Malaysia? Transexuals? Front Page?

That heshe [sounds like a sneeze to me] that married big time in a church in Sarawak really created a stir didn't err... heshe? Now EVERYONE is a friggin TRANSEXUAL. Anybody who is remotely err... what should I call it... hmm.. not so pretty, or wears too much make up is one.

The whole country is up in arms over this. This is a real issue that we face today. What drives them to do it? Okay, being gay is one thing at least they dun change themselves or CUT anything off! Transexuals?? What gives? Do we really need to add a third gender to our ICs - like a "OTHER" or something? Man!... er... Woman! err... THING! What can I say.

Just now had dinner with my family at a local mall and this heshe was serving and I tell you... with a face like J Lo and a voice like Barry White, sent shivers down my spine. You see, normally when you call a brader to order, you say "BANG!" or if a woman, you say "KAK!".

So what the FISH do you address these blokes? "BENGKAK"? or maybe "HEY BENGKErK!"

I tell you, not easy okay? What would have called him? Ha? This guy had boobs but was wearing pants. At least kalau skirt boleh get away with Kak kot. Half half nih tak tau ler..

AND THAT VOICE!! OMG! WTF?

I would like to nominate He Man

... To be this blog's co-author. What do you guys think. I think he has plenty more to say than me these days since I am so busy. He Man? You want to do it? You seem to get some time in the evenings no? You can write what u like. More fun I think.

Its a SENYAP Friday

Wah. Long deserved break coming. I mean the weekend. So sad ha? This weekend there will be no conference calls. Hurray!

What do you do when you come accross a brick wall? Dead end. Cannot climb over - no ladder. Cannot go around it. Its a Dead end. You get it? What do you do? You have no idea how thick that wall is. There seems to be no door.

In such circumstances, what can one do? Ideas?

What is a Malay?

Hey, can someone answer the above question?

Its 2 mins past midnight

Got back. New maid got in. So tired that I fell asleep. Woke up at 10 plus. Went out to get a salad for dinner. Got back. Now at PC and going to bed. Will update more tomorrow. Good night planet earth. I hope to wake up sane tomorrow, more healthy than usual and back to the psychotic world of Entertainment Discovery School. I look forward to seeing the usual gang tomorrow [YEAH RIGHT!!]

Just finished my call...

Boy. This weekend was also a working one. Was on conference calls for two days. Today alone, I had two hours from 3pm, one hour from 8pm and another two hours from 9. Finished about 11. This nego better finish soon man. Fed up already. So many people on the call and the only way to get attention is to raise your voice loudest. So my voice was loudest most of the time. I just do not see how foreign folk in farway lands can feel the pulse of the client... I just dun get it.

So Hari Raya? What's that? Came and left. Passenger stranded at the station... AND its raining. Nobody told me to get a raincoat. Bastards.

And put you hands together for...

Johnny Depp - Welcome JD [Jack Daniels?]. I understand that you are now the official boyfriend of catwoman. I will not apologize for the things I wrote before but I will definitely back-off from the usual cruel jokes that I she has had to put up before from me and the rest [sometimes]. Now she has got a bodyguard in addition to her scratching arsenal of weapons. I think the rest of us should be scared [aha..ha..ha.. yeah right].

Welcoem to the cruel world of KWSP where no one is spared [esp Papa Bear himself!]. So what do you do? Where do you hail from? Kuching? [Yeeehaah! - Meow]

All the best and may God bless your relationship though am not sure if it REALLY means anything to da kitten.

Today was indeed another stupid day.

Today was worse than expected. Had lunch in the office coz could not get out. Was on calls and meetings all day. I just hope this does not continue. In the end everybody got my wrath. Not a pleasant site. Can somebody teach me some form of cheap, easy and comfortable meditation? No, drinking not counted.

Hey Catwoman, how are you two boyfriends? Juggling well I take it? [Heh]

I need to relax...

Sigh. What can I say. Stress levels is really sky high. Have been surfing to look for relaxing sounds to sooth the muscles and soul. I dun really know what's wrong. I try to disentangle my emotions without much success. Its just too complex. My mom always told me that I should relax and calm down as she [and dad] says that my brain runs at 100MPH. I tend to agree. Damn this multithreading capability. Good for job.... BAD BAD BAD for everything else. It just turns me into a worry wart.

I really thought I have gotten over this curse many years ago. I guess, just like most diseases, it never really goes away. Work must be taking its toll. Given then my maid has left the house, its even more stressfull! My usual active relaxation activities does not work anymore. I feel jaded. I feel down. I feel cold. Warmth has disappeared.

Tomorrow will be another stressful day. I cannot take it. God, help me. Help me get over this minor hump in life. Help me be strong. Help me anyway you can. You are God - most merciful. Help my soul. I cannot take it anymore. I cannot even being to explain how I feel. I know something is not right. I hope I am not burning out. I am still young [I think].

People come to me everyday for help and yet...

*Sigh

I need to take my mind of things. I... I... *Sigh Dunno what to do.

Am so annoyed.

SO ANNOYED. So annoyed. SO ANNOYED!!!!!!!! Just piss off okay?

Man.... I am still in the office

Still in office and getting REAL tired. In the boardroom still churning numbers for tomorrow's MAD MAD MAD presentation. I need a nice long massage.... :P

And now getting hungry... where is my dinner???? Boss?

and now... back to work.

It has been a tiring past few days. The worst part is that I did not feel that it was Raya. Ok, felt a bit, especially on the eating bit but beyond that I was basically working. From the multiple 3 to 4 hour conference calls on a daily basis to the scrutiny of numbers in never-ending spreadsheets [should be spreadshits] - I was working. Friday, Saturday, Sunday. AM, PM, you name it.

Friends started calling to go out and I cannot even entertain. Its just too tough. I need a real break. Somewhere somehow though with all the negotiations going on, I have no idea when that is going to be possible.

The drive was okay. Hardly any cars on the road [relative speaking here] since I was driving past midnight. But I was not driving as fast as I normally do. Reading the increasing death toll on the roads was enough to put me off.

Some of the adverts on tv are amazing lah. Its pretty cool. Too bad these sorts of adverts only come out at this time of year.

The best kuih was at my mom's house today. It was amazing. Dunno how people can make those cookies stand out with the rest. Maybe because they dun skimp on the ingredients. Must get my mom's supplier next year.

Work begins [what??] tomorrow. I dun feel as if I have rested though. Its going to be a crazy week too. Dunno how this nego is going to pan out. I reckon the client will walk away. Some of the team members were working all day today at the office.

Lets wait and see. How about yours? What's your Raya like?

Pixie, you staring work with Catwoman soon kan? Good luck to you. [I mean it! Heh]

This is it. Not sure if this post will be very clear.

I hope it will be. I was just laughing when I saw this car!

Big Pimpin!

Have you guys ever watched MTVs Pimp My Ride? Well, if you have not its basically a show where Xzibit and West Coast Customs take in a er... basically fucked up car and transform it into something that you just cannot imagine. Typically looks awsome!

I got a potential candidate for pimpin as you can see from this Pic. I took it on the way to JB yesterday. Karat everywhere and looks as if it could fall apart right in the highway!

Come on Xzibit! Do your thang! The pic will be posted next!

Mintak Maaf - Banyak Spelling Mistake

And I cannot be bothered to edit them. So there. Just reading the stuff I blog and there seems to be plenty of spelling mistakes and gramtical errors [not as many as spelling lah]. Still, sorry for that.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilifitri

Could me my last entry until I get back from my "kampung" in JB. I will endevour to drive carefully and I hope to get back in one piece myself! In the mean time, everyone be good okay?

I will also try to muster some courage to re-engage Mawi. No comms, shy already ma. What to do?

Right now am burning as many CDs as I can for the car. Need to load up some content man! Need to get that MP3 player for my carlah. If not, I can only burn limited songs. Radio on the North South is pretty crappy unitl I get to the JB area - when I can start listing to the "cooler" Singapore stations.

So Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri. Maaf Zahir dan Batin from the bottom of my gut. May the new year bring us more luck, be more faithful to God [hmm dichotomic statement? Luck and God does not go togther no?], work harder, play harder [moderated a bit la], stop smoking, be successful in our jobs, get closer to our families, obtain more Rezeki and live longer. InsyaAllah.

Selamat Hari Deepavali - Pixie and Catwoman!

To Catwoman and Pixie, Selamat Hari Deepavali! Well, You guys really celebrate this, one of you [suspect] on Thursday and definitely the CNY one too. Respect and Kudos for speaking 5 friggin languages though I can hardly understand you in any one of them.

Good luck to Pixie in her new job. She needs it really badly considering that she will be working with Catwoman! Parter in crime, partners in getting fired. At least when that time comes, you have each other. Basking is definitely an option though... well, I have no idea what you will play to get the dosh. [and I dun even WANT to think about THAT]. Have fun guys. Drive safely and make sure you get back to KL in one piece. [Malam nie, sure you guys mabuk sakan nye..].

May God have mercy on your souls [and mine].

What the hell? What are the Chinese doing???

"Grow in wisdom the sex"

What the heck? I saw this in Giant in Shah Alam when shopping for Raya [No need to go to JTAR - jam is stupid]. What the heck? Such poor quality. Sigh. I hope the plastic is safe and not toxic. This is rubbish. A kid is going to read that and not understand! Come on Giant. What are you doing??

Batman's House

Yeah right. They call it the Pucuk Rebong (Rebung?) Tower. Honest truth is that it was based on a sail. The boss last time was interested in boats and things. But people need to make it Melayu'nised'. Anyway does not matter. Just though I post this pic i took on my way to work today.

At work today.

Have you ever had a conversation with someone when you are not actually hearing anything at all? Its when the conversation [you thought] should have been at the max, 1 minute but instead having to listen to people's reambling for the next 15 mins or even more. How do you say it nicely? Even when I turn away and pretend to work [actually try to work but cannot so pretenedlah!], they still continue talking and changing to different topics and talk some more. These people got not work or what?

Even when I started to yawn [hint hint! hellooooo! fucking hell], they still do not get it. Then, when the conversation finally ends, some other monkey comes to you and wants to talk about some other stuff. I got so much to do la. Leave me alone so that I can type in my blog. [heh!]